when i arrived to florida, when i left florida

When I first arrived to Florida and got myself off the plane I was the most happiest woman on the planet and I was so happy in fact I rushed off the plane even to come out smell the air and walk on the land too. Another thing that I could tell you I arrived all of the sudden I felt a welcomeness like I am home too and not only that I felt like I just gained another family like more brothers and sisters plus true came into my eyes when i first came out of the airport and once i got the car i already saw some sparkles in each others eyes, some chemistry between us, the connections, reconnection, and set ups along the way. I couldn't believe what this would happen to me at all even , but guess what it happened really quickly even I came into the apartment all of sudden i get this welcomeness into the apartment everyone starts hugging me so tightly even not only that I already had guys flirting with me even in the apartments too not only that they pulled me into the porch and had some conversation even like flintiness and familyness around me even it ways so amazing even it never happened to me like that in michigan even i was feeling in depression but once i got to florida i was hiding it a little but everyone started make me smile and happy so badly that i started to forget about my past even. One other I could tell you 3 days later Mikey proposed to me in front of every single people even across the street from the apartment even told me to stand in the living room i had no idea what was really going to happen i stand there i saw a flash light in front of my eyes i was surprised by too he asked "Will you marry me?" I was like crying in a happiness even i was like wow i said "yes"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I didn't think this would happen to me even i didn't think i would get engaged even realize florida was a good place for me in the states i am talking about I was like smiling so badly saying here that i finally got my turn i finally got engaged even i was the most happiest girl in the world like tell you the truth when guy himself asked about indiana even i said no indiana looks like a boring place, but i said no way on indiana yes to florida i knew florida looks like a better place for more opportunities ,better life, and the right choice. I didn't think I would fall in love though but i did. i think i could tell you made the right choice and i started going on dates even i loved it wish i could do it even. I was like omg I look so attractive, i felt so beautiful even in my own skin too, and not only that i felt something good about myself that i never felt ever even. I went out to parties, the beach, mall, work (working on the chart of the dead sea as in "spatogo" i got my wish come true when i worked with spa2go too i loved spa2go for a long time even and decided to finally put my foot down and take this job i got it i was screaming on top of lungs even i got the job!!!!!!!:) not only that i was like florida here i come ready or not i coming for you. Another i could tell something I got to go to the clubs with 4 goregous men at the club and a lot of girls were even jealous i was like amazed about one thing when i heard in the club i heard something good about myself a lot were talking about my features, my body, and that i am a virgin too and a lot of random men were staring at me and asked me dance even i dance with one random i loved even danced with mikey, eden, guy, and daniel not trying to make anyone jealous but felt so good about myself even i started to even smile in the club even that i didn't expect to walk out of the club and yea it was true even before we went to the club mikey saw me the way i dressed during the engagement even loved the way i looked and my high heels too guess what "ben zona" like he was really in love me and flirting with me too and not that it really dragged mikey so badly even like i wanted to impressed mikey the most but other men even too i wanted people to see the good person here.
When I was dancing with the men I felt alive even i felt something good here like i am even being actually respected and appreciated too that what i look for in friends and even men that i date too. I was so happy i could even tell you 1000 times even omg is this really happening to me ? this wasn't so much like that back in the school years even so much sometimes but most of the times not really.
In Michigan I had been feeling more haunting and more of living in a nazi land you what I mean? Yeah believe you understand me and I don't find so much of a big jewish community that really hurted me inside even , because i am not against anyone or religion i just wanted to keep the Judaism alive and keep the connections stronger , because here in ann arbor especially and lansing too actually basic all michigan is not the place for me anyway so I picked a better place even. When I arrived to florida one thing was amazed me i could even tell you 1000 times and even million of times how much i was amazed when i have gained another family, more siblings (like brothers and sisters), and a mother figure too that was so amazing to me wish that would happen again in the nearest future too. I had already finding my way back to fort myers even I need the yellow brick road the path to florida again not only that I truly miss florida so badly and it is even in my mind so badly one thing i could tell you when I stepped into the airport of florida , stepped into the airplane of delta i felt unhappy even like a depression has appeared in front of my eyes even when the plane was already boarding flight i started to stare at florida itself the airport with the tears (heavily) i started to cry inside my mind even but what i could do i didn't really want to go i just protected the people that i loved and my classmate "the idiot" that doesn't have a brain even was actually running after me in florida 2 or 3 days later i got so embarassed of what the mess he and his mother caused me especially after all i have done for him in the past that is what he repays me in return "idiots" when I the plane landed in michigan airport guess what? can i tell you something ? I felt like a part of me isn't here like some part of me is still in florida (especially fort myers) too  that i already felt like a broken person inside like as if my heart broke into pieces as if a broken puzzle one other thing I came into the taxi the metro car guess what I was unhappy in that car even another should tell you ? I fell a sleep almost in car I came home happy to see my parents and my sister at the time , but tell you the i wasn't happen in michigan i even wanted them to visit me or even like in fort myers too , because i fell in love with the place even that i keep saying to my mom , dad, and even my brother how much i love the place even i kept i fell deeply love with the place itself. I was like a puzzle put back into pieces even when first arriving to florida with a welcome (open ) arms of people and the land itself here too.
I came into my parents car guess what? i was sad and a broken person inside.
I could tell you when i was in my parents car going with my mother to starbucks i don't have a problem with starbucks itself here what i had in my mind even though i arrived that day even guess what?? florida was on my mind, the dead sea (spatogo), and the people that i was with i missed too. I truly saw myself unhappy so badly when i arrived at the time i actually wanted to wish one thing to change back the clock (the time) itself and stay in florida i had the idea in my mind to live there really long time i don't know how long at first but finally arrived fell in love with that got me in my mind for wanting to live there even longer but had some embarrassment i am not talking about the dead sea people itself here i got hurt too i didn't even tell him to come i didn't know he would run after with his mother even i was so completely in shocked like noticing that something is about to hurt me but started to hurt more other people that i wish i could kick ass even and say i hate you so badly why did you do this me? i know you have been nasty to me all these years while all of sudden you come back into my life even why all of sudden i get a job in another state you run after me like idiots and not only hurt me but hurted the people i loved so badly even wow what did you do? especially i was working and especially got a job that i fell in love that i was waiting this whole tire time and you ruined my life. Wow I don't deserve it I was so like the nicest girl i would never hurt a soul even. The people that I loved didn't deserve it why , because of israel too not only that i am a sephardic girl the rest besides guy were sephardics that we had to get hurt for nothing. All of the sudden you the "idiot" and his "idiot girlfriend too" guess what i didn't tell them in florida i was too scared to say something about my past that kind of got to me sometimes too didn't let that get in the way even i had some shields that i thank so badly even. he and his girlfriend were always driving by my house and even his mother too asking me so many wrong informations even that didn't let my life go down once i got so excited i didn't really tell on Facebook i just got excited i didn't tell anyone in ann arbor even but once i arrived i started to change my status (current city) because i fell in love instantly believe me i didn't want this happen but they were after all these years and hurt me in the heart that i ran away from michigan from all the bad things going on in my life , focus on my life , opportunities even, and more other things i wanted to escape even not to use the spa2go for bad things to keep even the bad things off my mind even and you come and ruin it for me that really got me to come and i am waiting for the moment to come clean my parents noticed something wrong the way i lost weight even i went to the doctors too they something wrong in me through their eyes guess what i am 96 pounds hate you for it stupid people. I left actually to try to talk to my parents face to face i wanted to actually tell in the apartment when my parents were the phone i got scared too that i had to go all the way back to michigan but didn't get the chance even my mother was the first who saw me come into the house even and stared me even with the biggest shocked ever and cried so badly about my weight even she already started saying doctor in her mind. She was like hurt on my weight went down like that I tried to tell but it got hard for me to explain to them i know how to talk i know good grammars but the way it happened that i completely hurt inside i didn't tell my parents yet that i have been having bad veisions and bad dreams even I am suffering minor injuries still and my parents don't know that part yet i am waiting for some witnesses to come to my parents so they wont think i that i am a liar i am more the honest and trustworthy person. Then my dad came into the house guess what he got shocked and cried right away "doctor in the mind" asked me what happened i stood there like scared to even say something both of parents were scared of my bones not only that guess what my lungs shows up really well went to starbucks and other places guess what happen there ? everyone started freak out even and they kept talking even out loud too about my health I didn't even cry i understood i didn't mean to scare them.
One thing that even know I have florida in my mind still and guess what florida was a blessing in my life that i miss it wish i could have a shooting star wish for to come back to florida and to the company again even i beg you ram and guy even. I wanted to relax and calm myself down but when they came i started to faint 21 times along with others too.. IDIOTS YOU OWE ME SOMETHING YOU MONEY YOU IDIOTS IN THE WORLD THAT I WILL NEVER FORGIVE ! I don't even care about you guys anymore you are out of my life even stay away from me and the people that i love so badly . When I left florida there was some plan there too I didn't expect this kind of a plan even to happen in florida or coming back to michigan what a welcome back i had there a nightmare and basically fainted in my own room couple times i was like why is this happening to me? especially i am not hurting a soul idiots i am always nice and give it with my heart did they tell you that in the past even what i have done for you idiot child? believe me this why you did this plans on me the most in first place you are jealous of me, you know i come from a good family and better values even i know how to talk right i don't hurt a soul, people respect me and appreciate me. tell you the truth idiots i was the popular in school not you you are one trashy people that hurts us all for nothing because jealous and hate people for nothing when sephardics and Ashkenazis are basically the same people some from europe , middle east, south america , or somewhere you idiots not only that guess what we are better then you another why you are jealous we are stronger people that survives no offense Israelis are stronger then american jews wow everyone basically saved my life and i saved theirs too that we stuck together the best thing got us all to survive there not you guys you guys basically didn't survive but one thing i could tell you did you notice one thing you getting me even closer to my true love and to the wonderful people from my job even? did you ever realize we are stars and we are better people with classier looks we care about ourselves!! BITCH DONT MESS WITH THE BULLS! because when you mess with us here you messing with the wrong people even guess what you life is completely over and you get a revenge !
you shouldn't have start the war in the first place you looked for war actually no offense even the arabs no who you are and not only that even the arabs are better people then you and not only a lot of arab men dig me too
you know how many men flirted with me this whole tire time back in the days , but some people kind of got in my way into happiness but didn't let that close the door on me i mean not let that stand in my way even that i want tell you bitches you know one thing i am a winner and you are losers guess what you messed with the wrong people guess what can i tell you something? God saved my life here too more then yours when you go a good person god himself gives best gift in return god rewards the people who have been good all these years and not for the naughty ones idiots thanks for giving me my good life and helped me work my way up by being idiots at me for many years you know you are a jew act like nazis at everyone even arabs don't act like nazis in the israel and arab world your ass would be beaten to death even so don't mess with us stupid people.
When i left florida my life some how felt like my life went upside down like my life was about to fall but didn't let that happen didn't let it stand in my realize there is help along the way even i see god is watching over me along with others too. thank you for being the idiots guess what you are the most idiotest people in the world actually made me into a better life and up my way into the next chapter i am on to a new journey even that i wont look back on this i maybe be haunted but other then that you guys wont be in the picture anymore. I hope to come back to florida again soon in the nearest future I WISH I WISH I WISH I WISH I WISH I WISH TO COME TO FLORIDA . I wish to see the people that i love the amazing people see the person that i am in love with (my true love) and wish to see the mother figure too!.. If they really would appear in front of my eyes i would be shocked and surprised but at the same time i would be the most happiest woman alive and let the idiots get arrest in real prison even not the house arrest more somewhere there. tell you the truth i gained from this even the journey too.