ness ziona

ness ziona
a small town that i settled last year in israel
i picked myself when i came into oranim made me realize something good 
is going to happen to me
i am in good hands there
wouldn't be in danger i could relax and be calm
i am in a better crowd 
ness ziona is amazing place in israel , because it is small and you find yourself better too 
i have been to israel all my life 
but i love places where i could find myself
i know the area anyway because of my family i come to ness ziona all the time too
ness ziona was a big miracle 
ness means "miracle" 
so that is what i have gotten a miracle 
i have got to chance to prove to people to the world on who i am 
show them what i have got 
gave me to understand things 
i have a protector too
i had a father figure too
i had people like siblings too
the kids welcomed me into their arms too that's why i love that place and miss it so much
there i even thought of getting married there too to remind me on what i have done there too 
it is a small town too
i like small town weddings as well
i fell in love with the place as well because it has brought a miracle in my life
i had the chance to sleep good
i wasn't self depression 
seeing myself in open arms
saw that i could talk to them 
share my world with these people 
call them my family 
they welcomed me into their lives 
never left me alone 
never let me fail 
gave me the confidence and believe me
asi believed me too
when we were in the apartment i took his advices there that got me where i am today 
asi was a father figure in the our lives that i was so happy about that i had a father figure in oranim too
who would believe me and tell me that everything will be good 
you cant say you cant do it
fought for me too
saw that i am something good too
the way i proved everyone in oranim 
the reason i came to oranim not to only volunteer but give my heart to the people in need , to the people that deserves the heart, and find myself more
to grow as well
when i was there i finally noticed one thing i have grown up really fast
became more of a woman 
became more mature
i became something good i got to stand up on my two feet as well
i would like to tell him face to face thank you you are a wonderful coordinator that we had in ness ziona not only a coorindator but a father figure and a big brother figure too
you would always call me and check up on me if everything is okay
i remember you have trusted me too like i am some kind trustworthy person
you gave me the reason to say i am ready for marriage too
you taught me so many things as well that got me to that place too:)
i thank you asi thousands time that you are in our lives.
ness ziona i call it my home too and amazing environment 
in the world 
tel-aviv and jerusalem is too big i know those places but ness ziona was right for me 
it fit me right too
the reason i picked ness ziona over ramla because it was a better place it has nothing to do with the culture it has something to do with a better environment and good people that would welcome you into their arms and call a family as well.

 ness ziona has brought me to open up more too

to speak up

i was never like that in michigan until i came to the program itself

until i came and settled in ness ziona in the hadquel apartment :)

it brought me a good dream

in a dreamland even

ness ziona has a good life and full of surprises 

ness ziona is maybe small but good

maybe it doesn't have too much clubs or parties thats okay with me 

i am good in the place

it is calm and relaxing it takes my depression away from me

when i was there i wasn't drinking too much coffee

when i take starbucks coffee before tell you the truth i fell in depression i used like drugs because i was feeling really hurt

but i came to ness ziona i didn't drink too much coffee 

i drank but not too much maybe once or twice a day

ness ziona has really gotten me to a miracle 

a big one

it got me off the drugs as in the coffee drugs

when i came back to the states i fell again a little bit 

was missing ness ziona really bad

i miss those amazing people too

i miss those kids too

they were for me like little siblings and i was protecting them too

being their shields too 

they made me feel good and welcome that i would give them a big hug

they made me feel like i am mother figure to them

a big sister them that made me smile so badly

i felt like i was wanted too

i felt like i am speechless when i came 

i was a little fat when i came to the program but didn't expect to lose weight at all but lost the weight that made me feel happy that i can to fit into good clothes i could fit into dresses

the reason i got fat in the first place i was depressed too 

when i came i was happy but embarrassed from body itself

when asi told me to bring a bathing suit to one of our trips when he saw me walking by the mall i didn't tell him that i was so embarrassed of myself

of weight that is why i asked him 

do i need to bring a bathing suit?

he was like looking at me and said no

you don't need to if you don't want to

what i remembered was the way asi told me the right way to lose weight was to eat a meal and to walk a lot burning calories that what got me to make him like father figure

he didn't like i ate salad or ate small amount of food like when we went on our first trip he is like coming over here 

i don't want to see you diet today, tomorrow or ever

i want to see you eat a meal i want to see you eat right

if you eat a small amount it doesn't mean you losing any weight

i used coffee for my diets too

i used a lot of zero calories 

and diet foods to lose weight 

in order too lose weight and some how it worked very well that i have completely lost it

ness ziona

ness ziona is a wonderful place but actually i don't need oranim anymore i have regained and finally realized that i am ready for the next chapter 

like in a book

i am ready to follow the yellow brick road

i am ready to get married and be a great mom because the children made me feel like i am going to be a good mom i was not using them or anything i wanted to see if i would be a great mom some days i wanted to be ready for the new future ahead of me.

i wanted to see full of surprises 

i wanted to see what is out there and more opportunities thank you asi as well

thank you for those people that came into my life

i wanted to tell you that no matter what you are still in my life 

i believe so and still call you my family as well so when i came to ness ziona i felt that i have gained more siblings more family too:)

that is what i loved about the program about ness ziona itself 

i loved that i didn't cry there at all

i was so much happier 

i was smiling when i left i was falling apart too but understood that there more in life too

i miss those children so badly in a good way;)

i love them so much i would do anything for those kids too:)

the kids are my biggest gift in my life

those children are too

i gave my life for them 

there are reasons when i didn't feel good i scarified for them to be in a good future and a better life

i would definitely sacrifice for them anytime :)

ness ziona:)) i love you too and would sacrifice for you too

:)the ones that are need even:)