One thing I would like to say I know one thing that i don't need to be someone that i am not 

the outside doesn't count at all what comes from the inside counts

the beauty in my face says something too

one thing i would say i don't need make up even , because something good about me doesn't need to hide 

when i am without make up and i am natural i feel a whole lot better about myself 

i feel that i could be myself when i am without make up i mean its nice to wear make up sometimes but tell you the truth not for me. I would believe that I have guys running after me when i am without make up, when i am myself or dress good without too much shown even.

there is a reason for me not wearing make up these days , because i realized from the time that i was young i want to be a role model and a good influence 

a good mother 

a mother figure to younger people too

tell younger girls not to wear make up be natural

natural is good

natural makes you feel better about yourself

what do you have to hide from?

what are you hiding from the world?

make up can destroy you too.

I realized by now I look more mature without the make up

i feel that one thing i look more grown up

that i have learned from my mistakes and finding myself 

when i am without make up i feel 100 percent healthier on my skin even

make up covers something up too much, but i don't think i need to cover my skin up with so much bad things on my face to make me beautiful:)

Another thing when i wear a certain clothing too i realize one thing it has a language there too

when i wear a good clothing it says something good about myself

it means i respect myself

i am protected as well and nobody will harm me another when  i wear too  many clothes that are showing up way too much i feel like i am harming myself too

it's like i am telling someone to come and hurt me 

when i wear a classy shirt i feel good about myself 

but actually i remember a rabbi name eli detusch wrote an article saying about clothing so that got me to realize what is the good clothing and what is the bad clothing

telling me a good thing here and never wear those bad clothing that would harm you 

wear something that someone would respect 

even that is why my mother and grandmother wouldn't ever let me outside the house with a shown up well it had to have something underneath too

i wasn't allowed to go with too much short short jeans

but i actually went to the club with good goregous men in fort myers

i went with a short pants but tell you the truth it got me to feel good about myself and about my body at the same time

i wanted to feel good about myself too.

I would want to be a good role model and a good influence to my little sisters too who are hadar and tamar when i see them going not right it bothers me

i see them putting make up on well i understand them too i was their age before too i was learning, growing , and finding myself too but i don't want my sisters to end up in a bad situation i understand they want boyfriends but i believe i would give them some advice saying you don't need make up go natural

you don't need to be someone else that you are not 

dont rush into growing stay young all you want to

enjoy the life feel the breeze.