to my brother

my brother who is amazing brother in the world that i am so lucky to have in my life
someone who would protect me is an amazing protector
someone that i could easily talk to 
father figure and someone that gives me the reason to thank on the life that i have today
the reason i got to florida in first place the reason i got a good job and hung out with amazing people.
when he told me to go find my opportunities and new life i listen to him and found my life in better hands when i listen to a amazing brother in the world who knows best for me and the sister too.
i mean i looked for jobs for decades but he gave me the idea of other opportunities he gave me the idea of finding somewhere too that got to me to find a job in fort myers too.
i wish i had my brother by my side but i know he is always by my side i cry so much back in the days before when he left but realize he still in my life and always has my back
even though i didn't live with him half my life i have amazing brother someone who cared about me even on the phone too
when he hears something is wrong with me he knows how to fix it 
he gives good advices i never back out on his words i always listen to him and the right things.
he would tell me that i am beautiful without the make up too told me natural is better for me
he told me take the make up off why are you with it ? you know girls are jealous from you 
you look like me
he always told me i am proud of you that made me smile like as if the sun shining down on me 
wow my brother is my hero, life, my world, and i would give my world to. i miss him so badly when he comes to visit me or i visit him i see that my smile is up and when he hugs me i smile too realize that my brother loves with every stitch.
he gave me the best man in my life
he gave me a guy that would love me and cherish me
not use me for money not use for the wrong things 
i want to tell my brother one thing that yea mikey protected me so badly i felt safe around his arms 
his hugs his kiss made me realize that he is my true love 
he got me to reconnect with him too i didn't think i would see mikey again no offense i didn't regonize him at first he looks so different that made realize o yea my true love the way he hugged and gave me a kiss in the airport too nobody has ever hugged and kiss me like that make me to notice something.
natan and mikey have somethings like they are bother protectors and body guards at me
i am glad that my brother approves i don't mind someone to matchmake me at all
i like finding too but when someone matchmakes me i realize that i am good hands and they approve too
i love when my brother approved too because he is a father figure in my life that i give the permission for my brother especially to find me someone my true love and approve on who i date too.
i appreciate him a lot for choosing me someone although i know mikey for decades but got me to reconnect 
i didn't realize that i was named in the company at all i realize they were around me then too looking for me too that really won my heart too
but my brother helped out reconnected us too.:)
i look up to you a lot i even though you are my only brother i love you and say all the time that i am the luckiest person in the world to have an amazing and the best bro in the world that i love more then ice cream and chocolate
i remember when you got me to eat good you made me realize why i shouldn't say eww to food too
you worked your way up to get me to eat good 
he is the reason for me being stronger and healthy.
natan means given and yea my brother is a given given to me for a reason.
natan is my best friend too.