Florida

Florida
From the moment that I saw Florida with my own eyes
Looking from the window of the airplane
I fell in love with Florida for the very first time
I was smiling as if the shining down on us
I was in a big shock too because
A new place for me
Amazing
That I didn't think to come back to Michigan
Florida reminds me of Israel
The Jewish communities and the palm trees
Florida was very relaxing place
For me
It was so amazing place
I saw the difference between the people in Florida and Michigan
When I first arrived I felt welcomed
I felt like a home
It rained a little bit but so what
I needed a place to relax
To feel the breeze
To wake up and when I was in Florida I had the chance to sleep good I had the chance to regain myself from the miserable life . Life in Florida was a whole different then what I expect to be . I was in good hands with amazing people I had the most sexist guy in the world to pick up from the airport to make sure that I am safe and that I won't get hurt. He even hugged me and kiss me on the cheeks I felt so safe that I didn't think I need to worry I had a hero, shining armer, and a biggest protector around me even when I am in the apartment, the mall, work, going out, or anything like that I always felt to safe because he was protecting me and by my side too not only that believed me and gave me the confidence and his name is mikey benor and not only that he showed few sites he took me on dates too but not only he really believed me and told me that I could do it and he is my best friend in my life he is my world, my life, and my soul mate. Another thing I loved the people that I have hung with and became to me like a family to me like it was in oranim too. I had friends like siblings and never felt betrayed and never let me fail.
I had amazing housemate name Jacob was one of my best friends and along with morin , guy, Eden, and daniel who a close bonding with. I also had a big bonding with Ziona as if I am having a big bonding with my own mom, a mother figure, and became close to. When had a Shabbat dinner twice and wish to have it again it made me feel even more closer then before. I felt like in my own house my adoptive home but I was amazed , because I never really have chance to do it in michigan that I got to do it withe Jewish community in the apartment.  There are barely a Jewish community in michigan that I looked for a bigger Jewish community to give back to our community and I was looking to work withe Jewish people and people who have same language as I do. I c Israelis are more welcoming people I came in the apartment and saw a welcome sign on three location of the apartment that I never felt like that Michigan even. I see morin as another younger sister , best friend, shopping buddy, and someone that I could talk too. She helped me too that I wish I could thank her too she is another person who got me to the chart not only on the speech by suggesting me on what to wear when we went the edison mall to the stores like journeys and love culture that really helped me. Guy was amazing friend and very protective too and was like a body guard along with Eden and Daniel those men are my biggest body guards that I love them to death and Ziona was like a mother figure at me when we cooked together and when she talked to me about my weight that I am way too skinny but i realized Mickey and the benor family a very long time. Florida have gotten me the chance to reconnect with my true love my shining armer , my best friend , and playmate who  happen to know since when we were really little then I had some matchmakers our families together shiri his cousin is one of the person that got use to each other and told me i have someone for you who wants to talk you and I never thought I would be able to see him again and I talked to him on the phone and had a smile on my face the way he was talking to me I fell in love off the bat and once I was still talking to him I already have notice a chemistry , connections, and a welcome in paradise. Once  I got off the phone I told my mother outsidde and with a smile I told her that I fell in love already then too and told her is picking me up the most gorgeous guy in the world and my mom smiled at me like something good is about to happen to me and happy. I Never felt in love before like I fell in with mikey benor and realized this is it too the way we hugged, chemistry , connections, and the love between made me realized it too and the way we stare at each others eyes and when we were on the chart the way held my hand on the chart and we played together on the chart at the same time we are work together. Another he escorts me to the door to to the apartment we held our hands there too and keep staring there too and like the way he gives his heart out to people he isn't fake he is real and honest person that ever met when I cried like the rain and said I can't do it maybe I should give up he fought for me , believed me, and confidence that no other person would do he is amazing man
Guy, Eden, and Daniel are amazing body guards too that I felt safe around them too I was neverreally so much alone at all not even in the apartment or even in the mall. Morin and I protected each other too.
I felt like have someone to talk to, share my life with, never feel alone, and brought me happiness.
When I arrived not only those people welcomed me the whole fort Myers welcomed me too by saying welcome to Florida we love having you here with us enjoy you would love it and someone making me feel good about myself I was like wow amazing I had people letting to be me I felt like became more matter when I was with a better crowd and when I was at the mall on the stand the customers welcomed me too and called me the new girl welcome they loved the way I dressed they way I have spoken too. Just to let you know I started to open  up a lot more even with mikey even more then what you think I couldn't even imagine that would happen to me I am speechless when I arrived to Florida I didn't really swear when I was in Florida when I swear I show a sign of a depression coming out of me.
One other thing guy and ram i thank them too for giving me this job, a chance and to approve myself to the world. I never like to fail or get fired ever when it happens I feel like failure.
I amazed with that job even though I have stand up for a long time but it's worth it I am helping the people that I love to death I would anything for them. If I had a second chance  I would take the offer I would be the happiest woman alive and when I stepped my foot into the airport and on to the plane I felt like apart of me is missing apart of me isnt in Michigan its in Florida and israel too. I cried in my mind when left I love my family but looked for new opportunities felt like I am lost and empty inside.
I cried sometimes in my room on my bed before I went to Florida I cried heavily like a heart of mine broken into pieces like a puzzle when I arrived to Florida my heart was put back together I made the puzzle to be back together . I spoken my language with the same people that share my language.
I never felt scared in Florida like I felt Michigan I never there were nazis around me like I felt in Michigan.
I didnt have to be scared to talk I actually like talking to the neighbors talking to me from upstairs I like way they gave their hearts too not only them the way florida gave me its heart too.
My heart was smiling and happy wow I was even happy to get off the plane even and excited so badly that I rush off plane what a gorgeous state I ever seen wish I  could happen again soon and when sleeping I think about florida and those people that have welcomed in the arms.
I thought even one day to live there by now but I left Florida and regret it I knew one thing that I will feel the depression. I even thought to bring me whole family too , because this is happy place on earth.
My little sister Tamar is depressed too that I thought of her more too to make her feel happy and make her life come alive again same with my parents and even my other sister hadar too.
Wow, wow Florida a paradise land in the u.s,
Life is beautiful and so is Florida.
Florida is my new home, a opened arm place that held me really good and regret it listening to the bad people who have hurted me the past and told me to leave florida I regret it now I can't find a good job in michigan i love to do.