florida part 2

Florida

Florida
From the moment that I saw Florida with my own eyes
Looking from the window of the airplane
I fell in love with Florida for the very first time
I was smiling as if the shining down on us
I was in a big shock too because
A new place for me
Amazing
That I didn't think to come back to Michigan
Florida reminds me of Israel
The Jewish communities and the palm trees
Florida was very relaxing place
For me
It was so amazing place
I saw the difference between the people in Florida and Michigan
When I first arrived I felt welcomed
I felt like a home
It rained a little bit but so what
I needed a place to relax
To feel the breeze
To wake up and when I was in Florida I had the chance to sleep good I had the chance to regain myself from the miserable life . Life in Florida was a whole different then what I expect to be . I was in good hands with amazing people I had the most sexist guy in the world to pick up from the airport to make sure that I am safe and that I won't get hurt. He even hugged me and kiss me on the cheeks I felt so safe that I didn't think I need to worry I had a hero, shining armer, and a biggest protector around me even when I am in the apartment, the mall, work, going out, or anything like that I always felt to safe because he was protecting me and by my side too not only that believed me and gave me the confidence and his name is mikey benor and not only that he showed few sites he took me on dates too but not only he really believed me and told me that I could do it and he is my best friend in my life he is my world, my life, and my soul mate. Another thing I loved the people that I have hung with and became to me like a family to me like it was in oranim too. I had friends like siblings and never felt betrayed and never let me fail.
I had amazing housemate name Jacob was one of my best friends and along with morin , guy, Eden, and daniel who a close bonding with. I also had a big bonding with Ziona as if I am having a big bonding with my own mom, a mother figure, and became close to. When had a Shabbat dinner twice and wish to have it again it made me feel even more closer then before. I felt like in my own house my adoptive home but I was amazed , because I never really have chance to do it in michigan that I got to do it withe Jewish community in the apartment.  There are barely a Jewish community in michigan that I looked for a bigger Jewish community to give back to our community and I was looking to work withe Jewish people and people who have same language as I do. I c Israelis are more welcoming people I came in the apartment and saw a welcome sign on three location of the apartment that I never felt like that Michigan even. I see morin as another younger sister , best friend, shopping buddy, and someone that I could talk too. She helped me too that I wish I could thank her too she is another person who got me to the chart not only on the speech by suggesting me on what to wear when we went the edison mall to the stores like journeys and love culture that really helped me. Guy was amazing friend and very protective too and was like a body guard along with Eden and Daniel those men are my biggest body guards that I love them to death and Ziona was like a mother figure at me when we cooked together and when she talked to me about my weight that I am way too skinny but i realized Mickey and the benor family a very long time. Florida have gotten me the chance to reconnect with my true love my shining armer , my best friend , and playmate who  happen to know since when we were really little then I had some matchmakers our families together shiri his cousin is one of the person that got use to each other and told me i have someone for you who wants to talk you and I never thought I would be able to see him again and I talked to him on the phone and had a smile on my face the way he was talking to me I fell in love off the bat and once I was still talking to him I already have notice a chemistry , connections, and a welcome in paradise. Once  I got off the phone I told my mother outsidde and with a smile I told her that I fell in love already then too and told her is picking me up the most gorgeous guy in the world and my mom smiled at me like something good is about to happen to me and happy. I Never felt in love before like I fell in with mikey benor and realized this is it too the way we hugged, chemistry , connections, and the love between made me realized it too and the way we stare at each others eyes and when we were on the chart the way held my hand on the chart and we played together on the chart at the same time we are work together. Another he escorts me to the door to to the apartment we held our hands there too and keep staring there too and like the way he gives his heart out to people he isn't fake he is real and honest person that ever met when I cried like the rain and said I can't do it maybe I should give up he fought for me , believed me, and confidence that no other person would do he is amazing man
Guy, Eden, and Daniel are amazing body guards too that I felt safe around them too I was neverreally so much alone at all not even in the apartment or even in the mall. Morin and I protected each other too.
I felt like have someone to talk to, share my life with, never feel alone, and brought me happiness.
When I arrived not only those people welcomed me the whole fort Myers welcomed me too by saying welcome to Florida we love having you here with us enjoy you would love it and someone making me feel good about myself I was like wow amazing I had people letting to be me I felt like became more matter when I was with a better crowd and when I was at the mall on the stand the customers welcomed me too and called me the new girl welcome they loved the way I dressed they way I have spoken too. Just to let you know I started to open  up a lot more even with mikey even more then what you think I couldn't even imagine that would happen to me I am speechless when I arrived to Florida I didn't really swear when I was in Florida when I swear I show a sign of a depression coming out of me.
One other thing guy and ram i thank them too for giving me this job, a chance and to approve myself to the world. I never like to fail or get fired ever when it happens I feel like failure.
I amazed with that job even though I have stand up for a long time but it's worth it I am helping the people that I love to death I would anything for them. If I had a second chance  I would take the offer I would be the happiest woman alive and when I stepped my foot into the airport and on to the plane I felt like apart of me is missing apart of me isnt in Michigan its in Florida and israel too. I cried in my mind when left I love my family but looked for new opportunities felt like I am lost and empty inside.
I cried sometimes in my room on my bed before I went to Florida I cried heavily like a heart of mine broken into pieces like a puzzle when I arrived to Florida my heart was put back together I made the puzzle to be back together . I spoken my language with the same people that share my language.
I never felt scared in Florida like I felt Michigan I never there were nazis around me like I felt in Michigan.
I didnt have to be scared to talk I actually like talking to the neighbors talking to me from upstairs I like way they gave their hearts too not only them the way florida gave me its heart too.
My heart was smiling and happy wow I was even happy to get off the plane even and excited so badly that I rush off plane what a gorgeous state I ever seen wish I  could happen again soon and when sleeping I think about florida and those people that have welcomed in the arms.
I thought even one day to live there by now but I left Florida and regret it I knew one thing that I will feel the depression. I even thought to bring me whole family too , because this is happy place on earth.
My little sister Tamar is depressed too that I thought of her more too to make her feel happy and make her life come alive again same with my parents and even my other sister hadar too.
Wow, wow Florida a paradise land in the u.s,
Life is beautiful and so is Florida.
Florida is my new home, a opened arm place that held me really good and regret it listening to the bad people who have hurted me the past and told me to leave florida I regret it now I can't find a good job in michigan i love to do. Florida I call it my home not my adoptive home now and now i miss it like crazy.

I believe on one thing that florida saved my life and florida gave me the reason to come, because it is a beautiful place

a much safer environment for me with more younger people and amazing sites

nice clubs and parties

nice beaches 

nice areas for me to fall in love and friendly people well you cant trust people but one thing i started to really smile so badly that i didn't think of rushing back to michigan

i didn't think about michigan at all didn't miss it

i miss florida so badly

i miss the life that i had the amazing people that i was surrounded by 

i loved it and believe me for the people that never saw florida for the first time their lives i personally recommend them to go there and see it for yourselves

stop walking the news, stop reading magazines that says the wrong things , don't take my word take your word for it

believe me you would fall in love so what of the rain and storms its beautiful

has floods sometimes so does michigan

i loved it myself 

wish i could go back in time by now i wish could turn back the clock

i came there to focus on myself again i was in ness ziona last year and found myself but wanted to find myself even more where i belong

where i should live and where i should stay

i looked for new things to see at the same time working and living there for a while

i had those people showing me around miami on a boat and the mall

showing me the beaches , the clubs and parties. Also, showing me some great things that i never knew about the shopping stores that i never even heard of 

the store blue never heard of it before its new for me all the places in michigan that flies bank rupped are still in florida

florida stands on it's feet like a human being i like florida like a paradise to get away from the bad things are going my life before 

florida was a great medicine in my life

not only florida not the name of it what i love was the people they are completely different and didn't expect to come like that in my life

it got me to sleep very well like i was already in a dreamland

not a nightmare

when i am in michigan i see a big nightmare and hurting inside my heart like someone is hurting me.

florida does remind of israel too like i said earlier it's israel watching over me and god is watching over me

god loved where i was and who i was hanging out with

i was with great people that really loved me and protected me from harm protected me from danger 

protected me from bad people 

took me out of the apartment so nothing would happen to me 

i loved going out of the apartment going to parties, clubs, and rolling with the business as working with them in the mall

i liked that i got good food that gave me the strength to stand on my two small feet

i was so happy on the chart myself working with good people like mikey, morin , jacob, eden, daniel, and guy the most amazing people in the world that i have got the chance to bond

the chance to feel like family

as if they are my brothers and sister

as if i grew a bigger family

i loved bonding with ziona too the way she would give me advices and teach me how to cook good things she cooks the same things like mother and grandmother that got me to realize she knows me really well and what i love so badly

the soup that she made was great it gave me to remember my grandmother and mother giving me this stuff 

the yams reminded me too i loved it personality 

love bonding with these people ram and guy were like our biggest protector although guy is in israel but still holded us from somewhere didn't let us fall.

i got had a chance to talk to ram and notice that he was impressed something in me about my english, hebrew, the way i talk, the way i roll with the business, and the way show and prove to people no offense but gave me the reason to say something good about me too.

when i am with these people from the dead sea products in florida i c one thing in them

that i could talk to them , understand that they are my biggest protectors, and welcoming people.

they are good signs in my life and the greatest gift ever 

gave me the reason to gain my confidence and  they believed me too that is why i wrote on my Facebook too the first time i have arrived i saw something good that got me to be very closer to them not in the creepy way but in a good way

i understand that i am learning good things from them too

i am seeing something new 

i am seeing a good future ahead of me when i am on the dead sea (spatogo) when i am with these amazing people its a good sign telling me i am in a good future i am in a good situation i am not getting hurt i feel so safe with these people ram's girlfriend i didnt remember at first but was like a mother figure too when i talked to her in the ann arbor stand she told me that a lot of girls are jealousy people..

i had some people about me and in other apartments watching over me too

telling me good places to go to i don't know florida to well even i was there two and a half weeks

that is why i didn't go in a taxi or a bus really when my brother ask me why aren't going in a taxi or a bus i understand him too yeah i could but don't know the place and how to get back too

that is why i stuck by these amazing people that helped me along the way.

      when i was going on the boat i was partying i love to party got tired sometimes but still loved i was on the boat as if i come columbus sailing seas but in the best place

finding myself and new opportunities 

i finding a new place to settle 

a new place to enjoy

find love

fight for my life to become a better life

when i came to florida and when i was in israel too.

I felt like i got my wish come true

but i had bad people on my site too that tried to make me fail

but i regret it coming back to michigan i would love to see my family come visit them and they come visit me too

but i know one thing i gained a lot from being in florida and when i was on the dead sea chart as in the spatogo on a good company that i was always a big fan of i had a buffer from them and bought from israel too

i like the buffer actually, because it made feel good about myself too instead of wearing nail polish hurting my nails , body, and skin i use it  all the time, because it doesn't hurt my skin or nails it is actually a protector on my nails nail polish has a lot of chemicals my skin is sensitive that i cant use so much

there are a lot of perfumes that my skin cant have

my skin cant have certain protects on it

when i use these products it harmed my skin even my skin started to get a bad reaction i started to breakout like my face is really break

like a broken clock or a broken glass

but the dead sea products save my skin

the salt in it is good for my skin

the buffer is good for my nails so i don't have to put chemical and hurt myself

it lets me to feel beautiful about myself i didn't manicures before when i go there they ask me

don't you want your nails to look beautiful? yes i do but i don't need the nail polish to tell me beautiful i need natural everywhere in my body, skin, and even nails that is what the buffer is for too to make me feel good and feel alive

to make my nails feel alive too

makes me smile i used before all these ears that is why i explain to the customers they understand and buys it all the time

i say you would love it believe me trust me i am honest with you 

i hate fake and lies 

i would never lie to you i give you the sample to try it out for yourself

i put it for you too with my heart.

i love dead sea products since i was younger i would buy in briarwood mall too and even in israel i use it even in the shower but when i use netrugana i feel my skin is about to break too.

when i use a certain shampoos or soaps i get bad reactions on me

that it's hard with make up on my skin

my lips when i put lips stick on it eats it up

but with these products of dead sea protected on my skin and surroundings :)

i had someone there to tell me what to eat and drink

tell me not to be afraid to eat something even though someone is fat

you are not fat you are beautiful 

when you eat good and drink good men will fall in love with you even more

would run after you

that is the way they would come to you

florida:) 

i love you and miss you wish to see you in the nearest future

when the world spins around it will land me in florida again

spins me around land me in fort myers as well in a good area

i don't look at expensive or cheep i look at good places that would make me be in a safe place

like my brother once told me not to look at the prices look at the places that you would feel safe and wont get hurt that is what i love my brother so much for 

even my brother was happy for me coming to florida he didn't tell me it is a biggest mistake

he loved what is happening to me

he loved i was in good hands

i was with good opportunities that i need to find my opportunities too

i need to meet new people when i work, when i go somewhere else doesn't mean only florida but somewhere to meet new people

he told me if i want to get married i have to get out there too

that is the reason i got online too

that is the reason i looked florida too

that is the reason got me to spatogo too

that is the reason i appreciate my brother for he is my biggest protector 

i understand him too

i know he knows best

i know he wants something good for me and he was so proud of me of finding a job

and a job that i so loved when i got on the phone with my brother i told him

how happy i was 

i was smiling at my brother on the phone i told him that i am in love with this place i was trying to tell him more but didn't have so much the chance at all

that i fell in love and want to settle here too

if i had the chance i would tell my brother thank you, you are my hero, father figure i was looked at him as. 

i get him a lot i understand all the time i get sensitive i don't mean too but i love him very he is sensitive too 

he loves me for who i am too and wants something good for me

i miss my brother a lot i love him for fighting for the rights

he wouldn't let me get hurt

i am the most luckiest sister in the world to have natan my brother , older brother, best friend, world, and life too.

mikey was an amazing protector too i could say it thousand of times and i thank my brother and his brother for setting us up i didn't realize at first but when i saw mikey for the first time years was so happy

we were hugging heavily i wanted to thank my brother so badly never got the chance too i wish i could talk to my brother face to face right now:)

he would put me with someone would make me feel safe

someone who would love me and cherish me

i don't expect to be a spoiled brat 

i expect it from the heart 

i am not a golddigger 

i am loving it from the heart 

i am not a stealer 

i manage to tell before i take something too

i manage to give my heart too

to a better place

better people

i regret it giving out to bad people that would use me for the wrong things :( 

florida was a calm and relaxing for me