i admit it that i completely lost it when i lost the weight something in me hurter 

i cried so badly and even heavily 

that is one of the reasons why i would wear make up for too

i never felt so beautiful until now when i had an amazing walked into my life made me feel so beautiful inside 

made me feel loved and protected me from harm

it was amazing when he came back into my life 

my life totally have changed 

when i had his hands around me felt so safe

when i kissed him too i felt safe there too

when we were little he made me feel like that too

he has won my heart really badly

i don't care if he is a year younger then me

i love him i am madly in love 

i never felt that until now he is my best friend

my world and my life as well

he brings me a joy in my life as well:)

i admit it one thing i feel into depression when i lost the weight as well that my life completely fell apart 

when i arrived to michigan and when i was being followed too

i didn't think i would be followed 

even from my classmate i shouldn't have left in the first place but i got scared so badly

i left so i could protected my friends in florida even the man that i loved so badly

i love his heart that what got me into in the first place 

he was my shining armer and a hero

i was so scared it is scary when someone follows you like that