One thing I could tell you that I don't need to be someone that I am not
I need to be me and let people respect and appreciate me for who
I am as a person
I don't need owe anyone a thing
I could say one thing I need people to understand and realize where i come from
let them understand me really but if you don't that is okay read it through the pictures the camera they don't lie at all just the rumors from your mouth that spreads too much like cancer it is all trash believe me
I know who I am really but what is good about me that I am not telling too much information I just letting you read it through my body.
Even when I wear certain clothing it says something good or something bad about me.
I believe I am one of the luckiest people on the planet , because I have family who teaches me the right things and even when I am getting older.
When I go with certain friends it says something about me too.
I rather have no friends then friends that would betray me and hurt me for nothing
I would love friends that are like family even
I would like friends who I appreciate me for who I am
not control me ever
use me for the money , because money doesn't buy happiness what buys happiness comes from the heart.
The reason I would take a picture of myself once in a while, sometimes, or all the time ,because I am feeling good about myself
tells something about me too
the honesty and the truth about me so people wont able to lie about me.
I guess that is why men run after me as if I am kind of a trophy for them
as if I am something good
a treasure too.
What is amazing about me that I have good personalities, honest, respect for myself and others, I know how to talk right, good grammars, I didn't waste my time ever, I hate being late or fired too, I know how to stand on my two feet.
I pick the right places to go to like when checked out oranim or when i came to spatogo even.
When I buy something I check the prices but I think before I buy it too
I know what I like.
When I buy gift it is actually from heart as well that people always appreciates it.
one thing that I know what girls are jealous about me
is that I have a nice body and long legs too that I could be a model even
I always had the idea and dreamed of being a model somedays but never really had the chance to and wish I could be a model that is why I am taking pictures of myself to show people who I am even.
I believe I could be an author , because of my grammar and never wasted my time on garbage like other girls do.
I never let people to make me fail in my tire life
I would prove to people
Even when you insult me it doesn't make me put my eyes down at all it actually makes me even more stronger too.
I listen to my heart not what people want.
People who tells you to put your eyes down they are actually jealous and want to hurt you but that is okay I would tell them one thing I am not doing whatever you say here
I would do what my heart decides here
I would tell them put their eyes down , because tell you the truth I am a beautiful girl and you are not.
I remember when I was young and had a memory book when they asked us what do you want to be when you get older? I said mother I want to become a mommy , because I believe being a mother is the best job ever 24/7 not only that I believe I would be a good mother and be the best mother ever.
One thing I would say I waited for the right moment to come.
I didn't waste my time with the bad life
but one other thing the more you be nasty to me the more my life would become better and stronger.
One of other I always have dreamed of is being a great wife to a wonderful husband and dreamed of a fairytale wedding kind of a big wedding in a smaller town with lots of family and friends too.
I dreamed of being married to a wonderful man that would cherish me, love me for me, the same interest as i do, knows me very well and will give me a good life and I wouldn't have to worry about the bad life or someone that will harm me
coming into a good family too.
I remember one thing I dreamed of being in good hands too with a wonderful man that knows how to treat a lady too.
I remember one thing while I was in Israel when I was younger I met one amazing boy and it was love at first sight
we had some matchmakers along the way.
I fell in love instantly but I never thought that I would actually see him again I didn't think so myself.
One thing I should tell you I had some clues along the way that got me into my true love to reconnect with him too.
I didn't think that would happen to me at all.
I heard his voice on the phone and fell deeply in love noticed this is the one for me it sounds like yes it is
the way he was talking to me too like with some excitement too I never thought this would happen.
He told me on the phone that he is going to pick me up from the airport didn't think that would be true but when I got there finally I arrived and he was there in front of my eyes and we hugged heavily like as if the time has arrived too.
He is amazing man he would be a great father and husband even.
I didn't noticed that it was him at first but then realized oh yeah it's him it's him and this is it.
One other thing I was in the car with him too and noticed one thing the connections , chemistry , and something from there made me realized this is it too.
His eyes and my eyes said it too got us to realize too.
I remember at the briarwood mall one person said a family by the last benor are looking for you are you ready to see them? I was like breathing heavily and thought this was a joke too , but one thing I remembered last year in rehovot mall I remembered seeing one man stalking me all over the mall too I was like wow in a smile too.
I was like do I know him even? I didn't regonize him then at first, because as we get older we sometimes look different then I noticed and smiled
oh my gosh!!!!!!!!!!
I know you you are someone that I had some connections with and another thing I came to fort myers, florida got us to reconnect too.
He proposed to me when we were little I was like saying yes and smiled
even laughed too
I thought it was kind of a joke at first , but I noticed one thing it's no joke he looks like he serious.
He proposed to me 3 days after arrived in front of everyone and even the whole world I am impressed and he got everyone on Facebook to see it too that I cried in tears of happiness I was like wow I am a beautiful girl and deserve this it looks like god saying something to me too that this is it too.
I loved that my family were matchmakers here and gave me the best man and the sexiest man alive that I give them a biggest hug from far away even.
He has a heart of gold and the most amazing person that I ever met in my tire life, because he loves me for me.
respects and appreciate me too I love that in him that is what I look for in a man even.
When sees me crying heavily he would take my tears away with his hugs that made me fall in love with in the first place
if I am cold he would care about it and hug my tight.
One thing I would share with the world too
well actually don't need to show it so much , because it is shown in the pictures that I take with my camera.
Cameras are most honest then ever so when you lie about me I have a witness.
I would never let anyone come in between my family and I
I would never let someone come between the one who I love and I
I would never let someone come between my good value friends and I
I hate to hate too
I hate the hatred in the world
I love more the love and see people smiling for happiness
shining down from the sun that type of thing.
I am a fighter fighting for my rights and never let people get in my way for something that I love to do
I am not a paparazzi I don't go into peoples business and not getting involve with the wrong thing
I would let the police handle it.
I am not a bad person at all I am a good person who knows how to treat people right
knows how to talk right too.
One thing I would like to a big smile on peoples faces
look at people eye to eye when I am talking to them
I am not rude at all
I am palite
I am an honest and trustworthy person
I am not a liar
I know how to lie, but don't think it is good to lie I like being honest with people too.
When I see people lie it hurts me a lot
I don't usually trust them again
I dont forgive that fast at all
I am it's good to forgive sometimes , but not always
in certain places it's good to forgive and give a second chance.
One thing I could tell you that Florida when I first time I saw Florida it was so much a relaxing and calming place.
Florida was a welcoming place and a paradise to run away from the harm
Florida was even a good place to work too
it reminded me so much of Israel
tell you the truth I miss it so much that I cry and want to come back to fort myers as well for me it was a home to me.
I felt the welcoming and warm people.
I felt like it made my heart put back together like a puzzle.
I loved the people that I have hung out with and even fell in love off the beat not only with Florida , but with a man that I noticed that I have reconnected with over the years got to follow the yellow brick road to my true love too.
I have gotten close to those people and a mother figure near me too
and they became to me like family as if they are my brothers and sister too.
I found myself in a good crowd.
The parties and the clubs are a lot better then michigan itself too.
I got to go out on date with four men and felt hot in the club well
but I was actually more on the date with one guy name mikey:)
I felt like I have gained a lot and found more of myself when I was in Florida
and became more independent at the same time I was with these people when I wasn't with my parents a lot the time too.
I need to find myself in a new place and be independent
not expect my parents all the time by side too.
I need to settle in a new place like columbus did too.
I want to discover things too and see new things that I never seen before or never heard of
go to places that I have never been to in my tire life.
One other thing I felt there a happiness when I was in Florida
I was opening up a lot more too
started to breath the fresh air too
I was like amazed and didn't expect to at all ,but it happened really quickly.
When I was working in Spatogo too it was a calming and relaxing place to work for me too
I love helping people out not only for money ,but for our community and give back too.
I stand up on my two feet sometimes it was hard , but I managed to stand up on my two feet like I have done in the past when I was walking home from my high school even it was really hard but I never say hard I manage it very well and never give up ever.
Florida was something that I would expect to calm me down from my depressions too.
The love that Florida has given me too was amazing.
I have got to be on the boat and go around Miami too I never seen Miami before but it was my first time in my life too
I fell in love with it too
it is so beautiful it is maybe a loud place , but tell you the truth what I love about Fort myers it is so quiet and amazing place too.
One thing I would love to say one thing I should not listen to bad people
bad people that come into my life are idiots that want to hurt me for nothing
they are jealous people.
A lot of them are golddiggers too that want your money I could tell them get your own money and work for it.
Money wont buy you happiness you know that idiots? :)
I don't care about the money I care more of someone then the money
I am not really a spoiled brat at all I am not someone that will force either
I work my way up by being nice and respecting my people around me
I am surrounded by good family and friends:)
I love when someone gives me gifts , but with a heart something that money can't buy something that doesn't come off the shelves.
One thing I could tell you the reason why men run after me I realized it as I have gotten older , because I have something good in me
like I have good family and friends
I think before I buy and what I do
I look at someone who is good and who isn't before I pick my friends as well
I don't let people be left out ever I have a heart of gold.
I would bring them my heart in the right place
and learn from my mistakes too
from my mistakes I become a better and stronger person too.
I watch on how I talk too
I didn't waste my time with the wrong crowds in school
I am a sensitive person
I cry sometimes , but I know where my heart is
that it is in the right place too.
I have good grammars too and correct a lot of people too that's they get mad too, but another side they respect me too.
When I go out with a man I get to know him much more too and ask him the questions too I don't rush in his arms the quickly and then realize if he is good or not.
If he is a dosh bag he is not for me I don't need in idiot that will ruin my life.
I don't need someone that will control my life and come from a bad family that are full of golddiggers and someone that I wont get along with as well.
Since I have these two little sisters who I love and adore so much. I want to be a good influence on them too that is the reason I fight for them for the rights I don't so much allow them to wear make up I don't yell at them I explain to them a lot things. Small words can become big words I mean words can bring a fight.
I would tell them what to wear , because clothing is actually has a body language I don't want them to get hurt.
I hate when someone comes between them too like when their friends it hurts me so much that I wish that wont ever happen , but it already happened they don't look eye to eye it hurts me if I see those friends makes me want to hurt them too by showing them something I don't mean hit them explain them friends come and go but family are forever don't mess with my little sisters when you mess with them it's like you are messing with me idiots
Hadar and Tamar were each others best friends back then , but now don't look eye to eye
its good to have friends but not the ones that will go between you and your family.
A lot of people became between me and Hila too back in the high school that is how we weren't talking for 3 years too.
They should mind their own business it's between us not you
hila is a good sister to me but one thing you need to know you shouldn't go between us go pick on someone your own size.
I regret it letting it happen like that I love Hila I would never want to hurt knowing we were best sisters I wish it would become like that again in the nearest future.
When I become a married woman I would never want anyone to become between us
I would never let someones word break us up
I would tell show me the prove with pictures or take a liar dictator before believing that person too.
One thing I could tell you my dreams
more then anything
marry my true love and not marry like 20 times too
I would love to be a wonderful mother and wife
I would see myself as in author
a designer
make perfumes as well
own my own business as well , but owning your business isn't easy all the time.
Even make a charity for those people who are in need
travel the world like on a magic carpet as well.
I want a big family
finding my true love one day but he has been found
he have won my heart
it is amazing
they way he was looking for me too along with his family as well.
I would like to settle in a new place and call it home too.
I was born to try
I don't need to give up
become independent, show people who I am ,and where I come from.
I would love to see myself working with some children too the reason why , because I love children so badly that is the reason for me wanting to be a mommy.
I would do anything to have a child and I would work my way up.
I believe I am ready for marriage and waited for this day to finally come to me
I have a dream like you know every girl would want
I want a big wedding in a small town in Israel or in Florida ,because they are both similar places.
Life is beautiful
has full of surprises I like those surprises.
I followed the yellow brick road to my true love didn't give up on it and finally found him and he found me too.
Even to become a model and never had the chance to.
I would love to feel good about myself and my body too.
One other thing I could tell you when someone doesn't want children that is so bad this is the reason why, because children are my life and world
I would sacrifice for them
give them my heart and soul
I would be their biggest protector
never let them be in danger
I would give them a body guard
never give them in the wrong hands
I would never want them to take a bus or a taxi along , because I would be too scared to let them off alone and even when they are old too.
I know what happens sometimes at the bus stop I sometimes go alone at the bus stop , but make sure I am not in big danger but I walk more then go on buses ,because I would be scared would happen to me on a bus.
If I walk alone could happen to me something too like when I was in ness ziona I walked with a friend someone came from the park and jumped out and scared us we were afraid and ran away like crazy all we wanted to do go out and eat a girls night out.
When that happened I told that friend let's go let's walk faster I told that idiot we gotta go ,because we are going somewhere didn't tell him where we were going but he scared so badly we ran for our lives.














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